Of
all the phenomena in this mortal world, darkness is the most unfathomable. We
are all dark inside. Atleast a part of us is. We venture out, looking for
someone to eradicate, if not whole , atleast a part of this darkness in us. But
often, even when we find someone willing to share our darkness, indulge us and
love us the way we are, the darkness inside us rears its ugly head & fills
our heart with doubts & questions we'd never ask otherwise.
Being Gullible, we pay heed to these vile thoughts, discarding all that we initially felt, tightly wind up ourselves inside our shell. It's not that we don't want to be pulled out but we never really give anyone a chance to do so. And then we crib about how no one cares.
Being Gullible, we pay heed to these vile thoughts, discarding all that we initially felt, tightly wind up ourselves inside our shell. It's not that we don't want to be pulled out but we never really give anyone a chance to do so. And then we crib about how no one cares.
Now,
we live in the world where partners are becoming more and more intolerant towards
each other, companionship is a rare phenomenon and in this fight of being equal
both of them are losing . Yes, both male and female are equal, but in their own
way. Qualities of a male and a female naturally compliments with each other,
which creates perfect synergy and magic. Feminists or Mennists have their perspectives,
how right or wrong they may be, but we should also hear what nature has to tell
us. Just to make clear things from my perspective - I am an advocate for
equality and in all areas of life I hold all things with the same regard.
Why
now, is it the western influence? Are we becoming intolerant? Is it difficult
to manage both career and family together? Are we more selfish now? Are we
afraid of relationship ?
I
don’t think there is one answer for everybody, the answer in-fact, is more
complex than we could imagine. I don’t think I am here to give solution . I can’t,
I am no Guru. We actually don’t need any expert guidance on this, just
introspect and do what goes with your conscious. There is no right or wrong,
there are only circumstances.
We
can only fight the darkness within by listening to our inner conscious and if
you are thinking about the existence of the conscious within, don’t think too
much, if you ever had guilt, you have conscious.
I
too had an experience of this darkness where I wasn’t sure of so many things, I
wasn’t prepared to answer the questions within and succumbed to doubts and
fears. I may not speak about it ever or even write about it going forward but
this gave me a scar for life. Damn! This wasn't supposed to get personal.
I'm stuck in this abyss.
I'm stuck in this abyss.